Post by Sakura Yuki on Dec 13, 2016 16:57:04 GMT
Ranting at it’s finest…
I like how my boyfriend can be all like: “I’m so f*cking done with you” to me and get pissed at me for nothing and then tries pulling the “I love you” and “I’m sorry” card. I have every right not to forgive him and push him away right? That did hurt that he said that. So when I did, “This is why everybody hates you”. Really now??? How pathetic. You want my forgiveness so bad yet YOU’RE the one making it worse. “I won’t change for anyone, not even you.” So I’m supposed to change for you yet you aren’t??? Yet you say that you love me? And you mean it? That’s downright hilarious. It’s obvious you want to mess with my head. You only said these things to hurt me. You didn’t say it to better me or to be honest. You said it to hurt me. Because you wanted me to break down. Well guess what. You won. You hurt me. But I also won. I won because I saw who you really are and you can’t deny it because I have the screenshots. You’re manipulative. You want me break down and for what? To make me your mindless little play thing? I won’t let that happen. I have much more pride that.I love myself for who I am and nothing is going to change that. I have my friends who care. I have my support group. You were wrong when you said “Everybody hates you”. Not everybody, but some people do. People who I could care less about. All that matters is my friends; the ones that really care for my well being.
I have a question for anybody who reads this: Should I break up with him? I know he only said those things to hurt me. I would also like to ask, what would you guys do? I woke up at 5 in the morning due to an anxiety attack. I'm in a way done. Mentally done dating. I obviously can't handle it right now.
I like how my boyfriend can be all like: “I’m so f*cking done with you” to me and get pissed at me for nothing and then tries pulling the “I love you” and “I’m sorry” card. I have every right not to forgive him and push him away right? That did hurt that he said that. So when I did, “This is why everybody hates you”. Really now??? How pathetic. You want my forgiveness so bad yet YOU’RE the one making it worse. “I won’t change for anyone, not even you.” So I’m supposed to change for you yet you aren’t??? Yet you say that you love me? And you mean it? That’s downright hilarious. It’s obvious you want to mess with my head. You only said these things to hurt me. You didn’t say it to better me or to be honest. You said it to hurt me. Because you wanted me to break down. Well guess what. You won. You hurt me. But I also won. I won because I saw who you really are and you can’t deny it because I have the screenshots. You’re manipulative. You want me break down and for what? To make me your mindless little play thing? I won’t let that happen. I have much more pride that.I love myself for who I am and nothing is going to change that. I have my friends who care. I have my support group. You were wrong when you said “Everybody hates you”. Not everybody, but some people do. People who I could care less about. All that matters is my friends; the ones that really care for my well being.
I have a question for anybody who reads this: Should I break up with him? I know he only said those things to hurt me. I would also like to ask, what would you guys do? I woke up at 5 in the morning due to an anxiety attack. I'm in a way done. Mentally done dating. I obviously can't handle it right now.